Wednesday, January 11, 2017

Rottweiler



Yellow teeth,
            Strong jaws,
                        Bloody lips,
Belladonna,
            Survivor,
                        Dead
That’s what they say makes a fighter

Use them
            bodies broken beyond repair
Feed them little
            makes meat, even dog meat, appealing
Poke and Prod
            sharper sticks make the profits go up
Metal Crates
            never comfortable unless they’re in the ring

Forced to live
            Body wants to live
Mind overpowered
            Instinct rushing out of the gate growling
Not daunted by ribs poking out of sides
Not scared of a large, lean muscle bound bitch

Open the latch fast
            Jump back quicker
            Gotta be quicker than the bite - worse than the bark
No barking, snarl
                        Ears back, tail up
                                    Don’t look down, don’t back up
                                    Go forward, shove them back
Into dark corners, metal edges
            Don’t look scared, whites of the eyes not daring show
Yellow teeth
            Fake light shining from behind

Tables turned
            Faster than the light, move past
            Wide body past a skinny frame
Snarl, no mercy, no understanding
            It hurts to understand

Everything hurts
            Pain, sharp in the side
Retaliate
            Pain, in the mind
Flesh and Blood
            That’s what we’re made of
Love
            That’s what we’re missing

Turned another switch
            Clumsy larger paws fumbling around the circle turning
            Ready to strike
Every side turning in
            It feels like a trial
Why is she on trial?
            Nothing wrong
            Nothing wrong except losing

Red Teeth
            Stronger Jaw
                        Bloody Wounds
Lose
            Loser
                        Lost
That’s what they say makes a dead dog.

Beaten and Broke
            Just lunge already
                        These large unsteady paws are failing
Lost blood clouds vision
            All it would take is one more wound
                        Body already turning against
Just like you did

Kin, Kith, Comrade

Is this mercy?
            Thought it would be sweeter, shorter
                        Think it is bittersweet and baleful
                                    Now though it is nothing

Final blows struck
            Nimble paws and a vice jaw are the end
End of story
            End of my story

Maybe it was worth it...not to continue.

Doberman



She’s beautiful
            that’s the first thing people say about her
She’s big
            that’s the second thing people say about her
She’s dangerous
            that’s the third thing people say about her
I didn’t know that
            was the last thing they said about her

Tall, regal, proud
            docked tail, pointed ears, keen eyes, square frame, stately figure bred into her
                        It would all be torn from her as well
Intelligent, smart, cunning
            years of breeding, instinct to defend, humans they made her mind
                        They would destroy it as well

Change of hands
            Family of two to a family of three to no family at all
Big hands, strong arms
            Always away from her snapping maw
Bed replaced with bars
            Cold steel cramping every inch of her body
            Grated patterns ruining every hair on her coat
Red teeth marring everything else
            But she was always a fast learner

Big, Bad, Barbarian
            muscles, sharp edges, vigilant eyes, shadows
                        brought out into the open
vengeful, vicious, Rotten
            aggression, durability, cunning, instincts to kill
                        brought out into the limelight of the fighting ring

Another fight, odds stacked against her
            So many practice fights lost, this would be the first real one - or the last
But it wasn’t, not for her anyways
            Two fresh dogs, hanging to the vestiges of memory
            But it was her who let go
The same way she let go of the limp patch of skin she had clung to in the last moment
            Blood on her gums
Murderer
            All she could be and would be now
            Until the tables turned

More fights, more bets
            Always currency changing hands around her as she strained to get free
                        Of that cramped cage
            Even if only to be backed up against a wall, the tables always turned
            And when she struck there were no walls
                        Blood flowed freely in the ring

Odds in her favor for this round
            She charged from her cage snarling
            Smaller dog but wider than she - not intimidating or intimidated
Backing the her against the wall
            Eyes gleaming
                        From the light
                        From the fight
                        Dying out into the night
Their positions flipped, and she bellowed back - refusing to go down
Again she changed, changed the game
            Was that what this was? A game
            Some sick and twisted game
            Some adrenaline rush, gushing through her blood
            Onto the dirt floor
The her went down, went down fighting - until she lost
She paced the ring, victorious and lost

Dwindling Body
            Would soon be unable to move
Lost mind
            Where to go and what to do
Was it worth it...to continue?
            Maybe one day her body would say no.

Police



His eyes were gleaming
            From the light
            From the fight
            Dying out into the night
Hardly believing what he was seeing
            First time at a dog fight
            He brought a gun to a dog fight
Others rushed around him and he sprung into action
            Protocols, there were protocols for this
            Things he needed to do, things he was trained to do for this
            How much more of this was there?
A dead body in the middle of the ring
            Someone checked for a pulse
            Sticky and red, blood still stuck around matting the throat
            The skinny throat and skinny body of a big dog - a Rottweiler

He could already hear the cars pulling out
            People rushing out
            Not wanting to be caught on their way out
            Not caring about the dog laying out
Metal crates, haphazardly holding a circle
            One filled piqued his curiosity
            Light hitting steel and brown eyes

He remembered brown eyes

A different face
            kind and gentle
A different dog
            small and sweet
A different place
            home

Scampering through the forest, little dog by his side
Biking on forgotten trails, little dog in the basket
Going through the drive through, little dog hanging out the window

Childhood friend, when his other friends were busy
White fur and big brown eyes staring into his

Pleading brown eyes as it begged for another scrap
Bright brown eyes as it chased after a stick
Smart brown eyes as it fixated on the treat, bum firmly on the floor
Curious brown eyes as it greeted his friends

He called the right number
            animal control

Perhaps they would take this dog to the shelter

He remembered a shelter
            Birthdays and surprises

Running down the isles, looking at the oddly shaped and sized fascinations
Until he saw a little smile grinning up at him

Those big brown eyes forcing him to lean over and pick the dog up
            His best friend

And he almost couldn’t believe how different two pairs of big brown eyes could look.